136???
ME??? No, not since 2003, I don’t think. I’m amazed! I did one of those quick jumps on and off the scale this morning - as soon as I saw the number I freaked out!! (in a good way) WHOOOOEEE! Another thing I noticed - I’m not as hungry anymore. My appetite has really slowed down. I can get by not eating much (although I still make myself eat snacks every few hours) i just noticed it takes a lot less to satisfy me, yet I still have energy. I think my stomach is shrinking, or maybe it’s my blood sugar, I don’t know. Science is mystifying.
In other news, I had my bridal portrait taken over the weekend and also attended a bachelorette party (not mine, a friend’s!) so it was bridealicious weekend. Can’t wait to see the proofs from my portrait! I’m thinking I’m happy with my weight now.. I would love to still get down to 130 if I can, before the wedding, but at this point I’m happy just maintaining. That doesn’t mean I’m going to stop trying though!
There are so many things I’m loving about this new me - clothes fit better, (… actually some are too big now! I’m going to have to do some shopping after the wedding), confidence is up, I tried on my bikinis for the honeymoon and actually didn’t feel self conscious, I’m more accepting of my flaws now (even my stubborn areas don’t bother me so much anymore), I have more energy, feel more positive in general… and most importantly, I’m realizing that I can achieve a goal that I thought was impossible. That is the coolest thing of all!
And I can’t tell you the joy it brings me when someone notices, or when my fiance looks at me or touches me and says “WOW you are so fit!!!” it’s priceless. :) Of course, he thought I was irresistable when I was heavier too so god bless him.
25 days till the wedding! 
